So this is how the story goes...My biggest wish was going to London. But priorities (that I can't have influence on) have changed. Now my top priority is making HER my girlfriend. And she lives in Croatia like me, not in London ehh. Yes, that's it. So going to London and to try and live in London is my second priority now. Right after that. Ok, universe, I hope you know what you're doing cause if not you screwed me BIG TIME. And I mean BIG TIME. Hehe jk, there's not a lot to loose. Just some time. And time is precious. So they say. If only life could be simpler. But, be careful what you wish for, they say also. Eh, so right now...I'm a bit confused cause all I ever wanted (at least for the last 2.5 years) was to go to London and try the comedy circuit. And now she walks in my life. Or did I walked into hers?? WE BUMPED INTO EACH OTHER'S LET'S SAY. Cause we really did. Oh God what an amazing moment it was. It's fucked up you know. And I don't mean it in a bad way. It's just fucked up that the Universe works like this. I'm staying here now and I really wanted to go to London. But I just couldn't do it. It would break our heart. Yes i wrote ours, ok? That's what I meant. :) And it's a precious thing, this heart of ours. I finnaly found it...and I don't wanna loose it, misplace it or do something silly with it. Cause it's just not worth it. The Universe (or call it God, John Lennon or St. Mother Theresa) dealt us those cards and it's on us to just play along. Not with our hearts though, but with our cards. And I love my cards, wouldn't exchange em for any others. Not even the ones with 0 points. It's just not worth it. I shall keep em. To myself... and to the precious few, that bump into me on my road to nowhere...just like she did. Hope she will stay. <3 :)
Good night my fellows
btw. I like where this is going. I felt like she needs some time and space (like- leave me the fuck alone feeling), I can sense that. And that's ok. I'll respect that and take it slow.
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